friend

feeding on lust

that does not satisfy

licking a skank

who’ll suck u dry

angel or whore?

don’t wanna care

what’s da difference

as long as she’s there?

love lies beside u

but u don’t wanna see

plunging into the abyss

denial’s sweet misery

numbing ur pain

cheap sex & wine

drinking in poison

soothe ur tortured mind

once tender soft soul

now without hope

u cannot face love

nay u just can’t cope

so on and on you go

living ur lies

ignoring the anguish

of ur heart’s deepest cries

perhaps one day

Love higher than mine

will reach out n grab u

intervention divine

nothing but a miracle

will stop u in ur tracks

veil of dank depression

torn from front to back

cos I’ve seen inside

dark ocean deep

shimmering pure soul

in restless fitful sleep

call me silly or stupid, it’s ok

u’ve called me many names

deride my tender whisperings

yet i love u all the same

and despite my fears and doubts

hopelessness and grief

from the ashes of my pain

for u I’ll find strength to believe

~ by bunnyblu on June 14, 2008.