please don’t tell me

to nc… forgive me but my dear, please, please, don’t misjudge me…

 

 

please don’t tell me
how to feel
i love him truly deeply
no momentary thrill

you say you don’t
want me to be hurt
i’m hurt already
no need for more words

what’s wrong in wanting to share
colours of my heart
depths of my soul
songs in whole not separate parts?

can you paint with me
sounds that i hear
tremble at the touch
of their myriad hues & textures?

can you laugh with me
in tongues i embrace
each thrilling nuance
to savour the taste?

were i to give it all up
so with you to be
can you promise
you’d never hurt me?

don’t say i wallow
in crazy tragic misery
just cos you can’t understand
sorrows & joys i carry

i love who i am
all of what i can be
can’t love just any man
my spirit & soul have to agree

arms outstretched
heart on my sleeve
please don’t tell me
not to hope or believe

~ by bunnyblu on August 19, 2007.